Recently my carpal tunnel syndrome has gotten worse, so I discovered a new way to use digital devices - feet.
the timeline
I think that it already happens 12 years ago; 9 years ago it start affect my nerve; after 2 years I can’t sleep at night.
3 years ago I avoided another major disaster.
the effect
my emotion will always suffer. the pain was so great that you can no longer feel it.
Often, I would feel a sudden tireness, that’s because my nerve system is fighting the pain.
being in a constant depression, my mind can only rely great minds to survive. That also make others jealous of me, rendering me vulnerable.
tracing it
my father & grandfather might have it too.
A consult with doctor reveals that my arm also get damaged. My finding is that it is a way of supressing the pain.