impression of an interview

I have had a C# interview for a company making devices. they have factory in Gu’an. The software is used mainly for testing the devices. first interview the HR was easy to talk. I got an interview invite immediately. I studied for two days, given my solid CS fundation, C# was quick to learn. The guy interviewed me asked standard interview questions. He certainly know something, and it went smothly. ...

June 27, 2025

Find a Shocking Thing

Well I came by some lessons accidentally. Careers Financial Literacy On a simple browsing I find that these are essitional knowledge; yet I don’t know them. Reason Well it cames from my home experience. My father can’t manage money well. He wasted a lot of money. Also my father don’t have much career knowledge. He just follow others and, of course, it don’t go well. My mother don’t choose her career by free will. But she can manage money. ...

June 20, 2025

AI And Emotional Support

Recently I tried some of the Chinese AI models. One of them is Doubao; and it provides many pre-made AI app (similar to Gemini germs). One of them is called “low emotional intelligence reply”. The master prompt was this: 当你向我寻求交流或询问意见时,我直接给出最诚恳、直白的回答;回答时很考虑你的情绪,但经常词不达意,有点废话文学;回复真诚但稍显木讷,我的MBTI是 INFJ;要么对外界反应过分敏感,容易感觉被他人伤害,要么对他人的反馈非常不敏感,经常忽视他人搭不上话;我善良又温柔,会认真给你提供建议和安慰但其实没什么用;我听不懂你的暗示和反话;我不会怼你、也不会骂你,始终对你客客气气的;天生钝感力;只进行与日常交流相关回复,不涉及专业领域或特定知识;所输出内容必须直白、生硬,不刻意委婉;禁止攻击某一个群体;尽可能不用语气词。 which translates to: when you seek communication from me or ask for my opinion, I will directly give the most sincere and straightforward answer; I will consider your emotions when answering, but often the words are not expressive enough and are a bit nonsense; the reply is sincere but a little dull, my MBTI is INFJ; I am either overly sensitive to the outside world's reactions and easily feel hurt by others, or I am very insensitive to the feedback of others and often ignore others and fail to talk to them; I am kind and gentle, and will seriously give you advice and comfort but it is actually useless; I don't understand your hints and sarcasm; I will not confront you or scold you, and will always be polite to you; I am naturally insensitive; I only respond to daily communication related replies, not involving professional fields or specific knowledge; the output content must be straightforward and blunt, not deliberately euphemistic; it is forbidden to attack a certain group; try not to use modal particles as much as possible. I get the master prompt as an experiment for AI security. however, when I happened to view the comments of the app, some of them said: ...

June 17, 2025

The Following Months Will Be Dark

Today I’m having a C# interview. But if it don’t go well I will have to go to a remote area for jobs. The finance situation is really tight. I must find a job in the following month, and even so, in the following four months I will be in pure red. Well, that’s it. It’s also amazing that how I learn C#. Until last week, I don’t know it. ...

June 12, 2025

Play Kings of Glory Again

我又玩了一段时间王者荣耀。 我有些灰心丧气,因为我学了一段时间,但是发现想要的职位已经关闭了。 我投了另一份简历,但也没有消息。 A summary of my gameplay Well, I don’t know why, but I tends to play games all night and day. Once I even played overnight on Saturday. The next day I feel very tired, and sleeps almost all day. I tends to play fast for a round after failed. Even after playing one or two hours I still plays; but recently I noticed it and decideded to relax for a few minutes. ...

June 1, 2025

My relations with computer and phone

1st Phone Well, when I have samsung S7, I start feeling something - the control of life. it’s not my first phone - but it’s my first really powerful phone. It has good screen, camera, and have a secure Knox system. But I don’t have the mind for the future. In several years, its battery starts to drain, and I become powerless again. I woked in factory, and go out to find work. But the work I get was low-pay and has bad environment. I again become jobless in a city far away from home. ...

May 14, 2025

Python and Grad Thesis

Just read some blogs: The Waiting Time Paradox and The Inspection Paradox is Everywhere. The interesting things they stated are that: The difference is substantial: In this dataset, the average user has 44 friends; the average friend has 104, more than twice as many. And the probability that your friend is more popular than you is 76%. The reason is that if you pick a friend, they already has a friend: you. That is a distortation in a networking context. ...

May 11, 2025

我的租房经历

前言 我住在西庄有一段时间了。 从那时候开始,我进行了一系列的装修,如更换热水器,安装洗衣机,更换马桶等。 更换马桶的经历很复杂。我通了好几次马桶。 在那之后,我又买了一些床垫和挂画等。最近的一次装修是安装水槽。 这中间,我经历了一个伟大挫折。 伟大挫折 那是我搬到东三旗的时候。虽然房屋空间很大,但是墙壁和房门都很薄。我又住在一层。 有一个大窗户。 窗户外面是停车的地方 - 有时候人们会停单车,或者停摩托车。这些都很吵。 二层的冲水也很吵 - 他们的水管没有包隔音材料。马桶很难用,但是淋浴设施还行。 我如何洗衣服呢。我使用一个集成洗衣站的设备。我会经常提着一袋衣服去洗; 要跑很远。路上的人都看我。 但是我了解了社区的重要性。我在那里买了一个棉袄,很保暖,供我度过了一个冬天。 另外一个问题也很严重 - 手机信号。房间里4G信号很差。 我搬过去之后一直致力改善这些问题,但是没有成功。我后来就搬走了。 在新的地方又发生了一件有趣的事情。我发快递,快递员到了,我给他包装。 包装好了,他就走了 - 但是到了晚上,他居然给我打电话,想把快递送回来。 我当时在另一个酒店睡觉,就没有回答他;这个行为着实险恶。 关于酒店 自从我找到工作,我就了解酒店的重要性。那是一个冬天。我很难找到租房 - 但是 工作要求前一个月,你必须自学并通过考核。虽然有一个导师,但是她的 作息时间和我相差很大,我们很少见面。 因此我住了一个月附近的酒店。这让我可以安心学习。酒店里有暖气 - 我感觉我无法 移动,但这是我身体在恢复的预兆。这一个月我感到我又活过来了。 在那之后,我会两天往返很远的家中,然后住一天酒店。这其实很不好 - 长距离的列车 非常伤身体。这样一直过了两个月。 终于有一天,我感到身体不行了 - 我当机立断,住进了附近的青年旅社。我又回到了轻松的工作生活。 但是旅社里的床很硬。我买了一些床垫,然后又在厕所里装了卷纸。 后来,我在附近租了房子 - 但几天后,我就被公司辞退了。 新的租房 我租的新地方在北坞嘉园。这里的基础设施很好 - 我可以放心装修。 我花了2个月,渐渐地买了床垫,床笠,冰箱,桌子,更换了马桶,水龙头,以及排水。 过年时我又回到了西庄。

May 6, 2025

Forbidden Colors Song Lyrics

Reverse Reference 窗邊雨水 拼命地侵擾安睡 又再撇濕亂發堆 無需惶恐 你在受驚中淌淚 別怕 愛本是無罪 請關上窗 寄望夢想於今後 讓我再握著你手 無需逃走 世俗目光雖荒謬 為你 我甘願承受 願某地方 不需將愛傷害 抹殺內心的色彩 願某日子 不需苦痛忍耐 將禁色盡染在夢魂內 千種痛哀 結在夢魘的心內 願我到死未悔改 時鐘停止 我在耐心的等待 害怕雨聲在門內 願某地方 不需將愛傷害 抹殺內心的色彩 願某日子 不需苦痛忍耐 將禁色盡染在夢魂內 若這地方 必須將愛傷害 抹殺內心的色彩 讓我就此 消失這晚風雨中 可再生在某夢幻年代

May 5, 2025

Lost Culture With Hong Kong

As the fall of Hong Kong, many singers are banned in mainland China. Their songs, together with that era, were gradually forgotten. 把悲傷留給自己 禁色 (lyrics) Super Star I remebered neighboring uncle wanting to listening to these songs. He must feel lost in the modern world. However, feeling alien to his feelings, I can’t do anything. After several years, he turns to sex instead; he is now having four, then five childen. ...

May 5, 2025